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06 January 2011 @ 02:13 am
fanfic: I Wanna Hold Your Hand (17/17)  
Title: I Wanna Hold Your Hand (17/17)
Author: wanderinghope & thechroniclady
Pairings/Characters: Quinn/Tina
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2,570
Spoilers: none
Summary: When paired together for their winter break Glee assignment, Quinn and Tina had no idea what they were getting into.

Previous Chapters: One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six | Seven | Eight | Nine | Ten | Eleven | Twelve | Thirteen | Fourteen | Fifteen | Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

The past few weeks had been completely terrible. Even worse than the first time they broke up. It was actually quite ridiculous in Quinn’s mind that they had seemingly broken up twice. But since Tina seemed to be avoiding her like the plague, the blonde assumed the other girl was done with her. But the longer they were apart, the more Quinn was convinced that they needed to be together. Because she missed her like hell and it just wasn’t right like this. She realized that it was going to take a lot more than a quickie in the bathroom to make Tina forgive her though, so she started formulating a plan.

The winter formal was approaching and Quinn thought if she could prove to Tina that she wanted to be with her no matter what, if she came out to the school, then it would prove she was serious about the relationship. Which she was. It was like that song, you don’t know what you’ve got ‘til it’s gone. Quinn knew the meaning all too well.

So after careful consideration and a lot of string pulling, Quinn finally got permission to speak during the morning announcements. If she was going to come out, she was going to come out big. Once the normal announcements were finished, she was given a nod from the usual speaker and stepped up to the microphone.

“Hi, this is Quinn Fabray. I would just like to officially ask Tina Cohen-Chang to the winter formal. As my date. And I just want to say how sorry I am. And if you forgive me, meet me at our spot after school. Thank you, and that concludes this morning’s announcements.”

The office workers were giving her weird looks but she just glared at them all, collected her backpack and walked out of the office and off to her first class.

Tina stared up at the intercom in her second period Spanish class, mouth slightly open and blushing furiously as the rest of her class, including Mr. Schuester, was staring at her. She thought she must have been going insane, because there was no way Quinn had just asked her to the winter formal over in front of the entire school.

“Uh... alright. So, back to the lesson,” Mr. Schuester said awkwardly, drawing the rest of the classes attention to him.

Tina took a deep breath and sunk into her seat, avoiding looking anywhere other than her desk. Even though she was surprised, and not even completely sure this was really happening, she felt a small smile make its way on her face. Because if this was real, then that meant Quinn was really serious about things this time. And even though she was still furious at her, she was still really missing her as well.

The end of the day couldn’t really come fast enough. Throughout the day people kept staring at her. She was a little taken aback by how many people even knew who she was, but after a while she started to almost enjoy the attention. The most popular girl in school had just asked her out in a very public way. She had reason to feel a little proud. Of course at some point during the day both Kurt and Mercedes had found and cornered her, trying to offer her advice on what she should do. But after finally making it through the rest of her classes, Tina found herself slowly making her way to the library. The spot Quinn had been talking about was this little annex of the library that was completely out of sight from the librarian, and anyone else who may have just been hanging out. Tina discovered it when she was a freshman and had brought Quinn there a few times to be alone while they were still together.

Quinn had to hide almost immediately after her last class of the day so people wouldn’t try and follow her as she went to go talk to Tina. Not that she was embarrassed. Hardly. She just came out to the whole school. But she didn’t want their secret place compromised. It was a secret for a reason and of people knew about it, the whole purpose was be pretty lost.

Finally, she was sure the school was pretty empty so she made her way to the library and back to the secluded corner. “Tina?” She whispered as she rounded the corner.

Tina turned quickly when she heard Quinn behind her. “Hey,” she said quietly. “Uh, you startled me,” she added, scrunching her eyebrows a bit at her interesting attempt at starting a conversation. Perhaps she should have just started with “Yes, I’ll go to the dance with you.” But Tina wasn’t entirely certain if she should make it that easy. Even though Quinn was going the extra mile when it came to fixing the biggest problem in their relationship.

“Hi, sorry. I hope you weren’t waiting a long time. I just wanted to make sure that no one would follow me since this is our place,” Quinn said quietly as she stepped closer to Tina. She wasn’t exactly sure what to say so just settled on some superficial small talk. “So... how are you?”

“Not very long,” Tina answered, stepping closer to Quinn as well. “I hadn’t really thought about that, but I’m pretty sure no one followed me either so--” She trailed off awkwardly, with absolutely no idea as to what was supposed to happen next. “I’m... I don’t know. Kinda confused,” she answered honestly.

Quinn leaned against the table, pursing her lips slightly. “I know. That’s probably all my fault. Since I’m such a huge bitch...” she trailed off, looking down. “I really am sorry though. I took a lot of stuff for granted and that wasn’t right.”

Tina bit her lip nervously, taking another step closer. “You’re not a huge bitch,” she said with a small smirk, before finally getting close enough to take Quinn’s hand in her own. “And it’s not all your fault. I probably pushed a little too hard.” In fact, she would say she definitely had, but it kinda payed off, so she didn’t really know if that was good or bad. “But I forgive you,” she said softly, now concentrating very hard on their hands. “I missed you.”

“I missed you, too,” Quinn said softly as she looked down at their hands as well. “So, will you go to the dance with me? I guess I’ll deserve it if you want to say no. But I’ll get you a really pretty corsage,” she joked and glanced up to Tina’s face.

Tina chuckled before looking up to meet Quinn’s eyes. “Well, I guess if I get a pretty corsage...” With a small smile, she pulled Quinn forward by the hand, entwining their fingers together before planting a soft kiss to her lips. “You still owe me a lot of making up though,” she said, suggestively, sneaking her other hand around Quinn’s waist before it made it’s way down to settle on her ass.

Quinn let out a surprised gasp though quickly bit her lip to shut herself up, as they were in the school library. “I’ll start making it up to you right now,” she said quietly with a smirk then leaned in for another kiss.

Tina smiled into the kiss, returning it eagerly, and gently pushing Quinn up against the wall in the corner. She was more worried about being heard than seen, so she made sure to stay especially alert to any extra noises, which meant they had to be especially quiet. It wasn't like they'd never fooled around in this corner before though. "Tell me," Tina whispered, "exactly how you're going to make it up to me?"

Wrapping her arms around Tina, Quinn gave her another smirk. “Oh, so you want me in charge?” She asked then quickly flipped them around so Tina was pushed against the wall. “How about I make you come in the library? Only you need to promise be quiet,” she said in a low voice.

"I want you," Tina said simply, breathing already slightly labored and pulse racing. She was always better at being quiet than Quinn anyway, so she wasn't too worried about that.

“You have me now,” Quinn said before giving her another kiss, softer this time. Once she was done being sweet though she moved her hand down from Tina’s waist to her thighs and up her skirt. “Just my fingers?” She asked, tracing over her underwear.

Tina's hands found their way to Quinn's chest, lightly messaging her breasts through her uniform, her lips leaving a trail of kisses down Quinn's jaw and neck. "I thought you were the one in charge," Tina whispered teasingly, before pulling away to meet Quinn's gaze. "I want you to do whatever you want to do to me."

With Tina looking at her like that and being so blindingly trusting, Quinn had the sudden urge to say ‘I love you’. But it seemed a little early for her to be saying that, so she bit back the impulse. Instead she licked her lips and returned the gaze. “That’s right, I am in charge,” she said, gently raking her nails over her clit.

Tina saw something soft and brief flicker in Quinn's eyes before it was quickly replaced with a hunger instead. And Tina would have spent more time wondering about it until she was very much distracted by whatever was going on in her underwear. With a sharp gasp, her eyes fluttered shut and she gripped onto Quinn tighter.

Quinn rubbed at her clit a few moments more before suddenly moving her fingers down between her folds and pushed two fingers in. “I want you to tell me how good it feels,” she smirked.

Tina bit back a moan, letting out a soft whimper instead. Both hands still attached to Quinn's chest. "It feels so good," she managed to get out. "You feel so good," she repeated, attempting to move herself down on Quinn's fingers.

Quinn put her free hand on Tina’s waist, holding her in place, then nipped up her neck until they were face to face. “Don’t be such a greedy little slut,” she teased.

Tina raised an eyebrow at the comment, but ceased all movement. Leaning forward, she nipped lightly at Quinn's bottom lip. "Can't help it. I want you to fuck me. Hard. Till I'm shaking," she whispered in Quinn's ear before nipping at her earlobe.

“I love when you talk like that,” Quinn said, her voice shaking slightly. “And I think that can be arranged,” she said, momentarily withdrawing her fingers to push Tina’s underwear down her thighs, then quickly replaced them and began thrusting fast without warning.

“I’ll remember that,” Tina replied, resting her head against the wall, holding back another moan and gripping onto Quinn’s shoulders tightly. "Oh fuck, Quinn. Just like that. Make me come, please," she gasped.

“How bad do you want it?” Quinn growled before pushing a third finger in and resumed the pace of her thrusts. “Is this how you want it?”

Tina brought a hand up to her mouth, biting down hard just to keep herself silent, which was turning out to be harder than she thought it would. "Yes... God yes," she practically whined. Trying to keep herself quiet was taking it’s toll as the hand on Quinn’s shoulder slipped suddenly, her body jerking uncontrollably.

There was such a rush of doing this in the library and apparently Quinn was fucking Tina hard enough because she was shaking now and it was definitely time for her to come. “You’re so fucking hot. Come... now...” Quinn whispered, twisting her fingers hard.

After a few more jerks, Tina arched her back, mouth open in a silent scream. "Oh... fuck," Tina choked out, riding out her orgasm. Letting her head fall against Quinn’s shoulder, she tried to regain control of her breathing. “That was... amazing,” she whispered, placing a light kiss on her neck. And she thought the bathroom had been risky.

Quinn turned her head, kissing Tina on the forehead, then worked on righting her underwear. Once everything was back in place she smiled shyly. “Really? It wasn’t... I wasn’t too... I don’t know. Bossy?”

Tina chuckled lightly, wrapping her arms around Quinn’s shoulders and pulling her in for a kiss. “I kinda liked it,” she said with a smirk. Moving her hands down, she gave Quinn’s ass a light squeeze. “What about you?” she asked. She wanted to return the favor, after all.

“Oh, well, I’m glad,” Quinn said, returning the kiss. “You don’t have to...” she trailed off, glancing down quickly. “I’m making up to you, remember?”

“Right, well, it’s working,” Tina said with a smile, pulling Quinn closer against her. “Do you want to go back to my house?”

Using both hands to cup Tina’s face, Quinn kissed her for a long moment before pulling away and looking at her. “Yeah, let’s go. I could use some more making up.”

Tina reached up and took both of Quinn’s hands in hers, holding her gaze for a moment. She didn't know why. Maybe she was checking to see if Quinn was being truly genuine this time. Trying to see if she was going to get burned again. Except she didn't see anything that gave her any doubt of Quinn's feelings for her. And then there was that whole thing where she outed them both to the entire school. "Sounds good," she said finally, taking Quinn's hand in hers before making their way out of the library.

Grabbing Tina’s hand more firmly, Quinn marched them out of the library, shooting the librarian a glance as if daring her to say something. Just because she was now publicly dating (or at least going to a dance with) a girl didn’t mean people could fuck with her. She was still Quinn fucking Fabray. Some of the sports teams were still there practicing and the majority of them gawked as the two girls walked by.

The blonde glanced at Tina and bit her lip. “Are you okay? I mean, I did kind of out you without permission. Even though I knew you wanted to tell people...”

“I was a little caught off guard, I admit,” Tina said with a laugh. “But I’m glad you did it. I don’t care what they think,” she added, absentmindedly motioning toward some of the athletes out on the field. Even though she wasn’t talking about them specifically; more the majority of the school. “I never really have. So I’m glad.” She gave Quinn’s hand a small squeeze. “Are... you okay?” she asked with a nervous chuckle.

Quinn nodded as they approached her car. “I wouldn’t have done it if I wasn’t sure,” she said firmly and unlocked the doors. Once they were both inside the car she leaned over and gave Tina a kiss. While she knew if people were looking they could see inside, she didn’t care right then. Tina had forgiven her and they were going to the dance together. And momentarily better, they were on their way to Tina’s house for more sex. Life was pretty good.